Monday, December 5, 2011

Where 'why' isn't a question

Its the case where 'why' isn't a brilliant question to ask
When things just happen
And you're hoping you're in the right places when they do

So you care for someone too much
but you deny that you do.
Well, you may not even care if he is the right person; leave alone the question 'why'

So you typed him a text during the day,
but cancelled it all too often.
You think of him till you fall asleep,
smiling on the precious moments.

Picturing him in every step of the way makes future easier to take on;
his assuring presence sweeps away your fear of uncertainties.
You know that it isn't enough - this friendship bond,
cos you've fallen deep enough into a feeling no one can cease.

You could picture yourself just sharing anything
Be as helpful and trusting as you could possibly be
You watch your words to prevent hurting his feelings
Your cheeks often blush without you realising it

There's a night when you hung up and felt a rush that takes you away from biology; far away
You wonder if he ever think of the possibilities
Cos even the slightest thought means hellofalot to you

You wanna ask him questions that has answers you're even afraid to hear
Think you gonna tell him someday, somehow
Cos, damn, he just gotta know
But you won't say a thing cos you'll seem so weak,
and ya think..maybe it's easier to pretend for another week

Why? Why these unreasonable acts?
Lemme tell you, you'll never know.
You just feel what you do
Perhaps a reason sometimes is just not needed to understand
Cause all you need is a correct timing for each of the puzzle pieces to fall onto its place,
making your world seem more perfect without an obvious reason.

dP

Monday, February 14, 2011

awe some ness

hey everyone! I read my previous post and I was like, it's been a year since I wrote? did Uni really make me that way? I better not comment on this one.

the title of this blog is based on my blog design, strangely enough for you guys who think that it's not really that awesome but you know what, I LOVE IT. the fonts, the colours, everything. I'm back here in my home country, enjoying my holiday which lasts no more than 8 days. I know, how unfortunate. it has been a great great holiday, one of my unforgettable ones. my family is, as always, amazing, my friends are super cool and myself just a complementary.

okay what now, after holidays? that's right, school is back. or I'm back to school, whichever you prefer. I'm actually looking forward to this semester as I'm hoping that this would be a better year, fingers and toes crossed. I hope I could enjoy myself more in studying and I really hope I would be able to manage my time to do the things that I love. Like this blog, I don't want to isolate it like I did. Like drawing, I would want more sketches. Like sports, I would want more sweat on my cheeks. Of course, we couldn't forget that school is number one could we?

Well well well, not like the Duffy way (I forgive you if you don't get it), it has been raining and raining the whole day. and oh, it's 14th of Feb today. I didn't even realise it's valentine until two days ago. Yeah yeah, irrelevant.

There's a lot of stuff that I wanna write about, but maybe next time alright. Don't wanna bother about them now, my brain is actually quite loaded right now.

Till I write again then :)

dP