SELFISH me

Hey everyone.. I'll be home all afternoon I think, since I'm not supposed to attend today's orientation program.

I'm not sure if this is true or not, that someone I know is changing. Maybe it's just the beginning that makes the person so excited and that person is no longer that person. I seriously don't know what I'm talking about as well, IDK if it's true. That person isn't starting to get far from me, but just nearer to somebody else whom that person barely know. What I see is that, that person is starting to care about that somebody else, and guess what, I'm worried. Worried that that person will no longer be that person anymore, like there won't be anymore 'us' but 'us with them'. But when I came to think about it again, I trusted that person. Which means, I shouldn't be thinking or feeling the way I do right now. Like I said, maybe it's just the beginning. Beginnings are always interesting. New things, new school, new friends. And perhaps that person is just excited on how that person's life changes. It's a good change in life, I must admit. But I too can't deny myself on feeling the way I do, cause that would make me tell a lie. I'm just afraid of losing the 'us' thing.. Maybe I'm the one who is selfish, who doesn't want that person to mix with that person's new environment, that 'our thing' should be the way it is. And maybe, I should be the one changing, the one who is more understanding. I'll try.

Okay, gotta go soon. 

Cya.

dP

14th Feb's eve..

Hello everybody!! It's valentine's eve now.... I actually have no idea if I'm happy or sad, I just felt this sudden excitement in my body that made me jump up and down. I REALLY don't know what's happening, I'm just very... excited. Ok, tomorrow I'll be meeting up with SOME friends at crown (ROMANTIC, isn't it, celebrating with a group of friends? -.-), then we're planning to watch a movie which is He's Just Not That Into You, which I guess is hilarious. And they're having a buffet in some restaurant, but I'm not sure if E and I are gonna join.. I hope we will, just the more the merrier right? And yep, that's the plan.. Let's see what's gonna happen!

You know, it's quite weird that for the past four days I've been mourning with my friend about valentine.. About how depressed we will be, seeing couples everywhere holding bouquets.... But now I suddenly feel so excited! By thinking about tomorrow I think the excitement just jolted out from me.. Awkward.... I hope it's a good thing, you never know..

Today my wish didn't come true, sob. I didn't meet the zilly again... Anyways! Must iron tomorrow's clothes! Haiz. 

Ok, cya! =]

dP

quite a MEMORABLE DAY perhaps?

Yea hello everybody... I'm just blogging to tell you about how quite a day is today.

In the morning up until the afternoon, I actually didn't do anything special. Then I met up with my friend at church, and after the mass we found ourselves denying the fact that we have a home aka we didn't wanna go home so soon, so we went to chinatown buying something then we had a dinner. I had my favorite unagi dinner~ Then we met with my other friend and we went to yarra river and crown, just wandering around basically. But it was fun and lovely to see the night city.. We went inside crown, just to warm up actually. Today is quite a freezing day. Yesterday was horribly 'oven'-ly hot, and we actually went to ScienceWorks which is out of city and we actually had to take the train to get there, and up till now, I'm still surprised that we all made it home. Anyways, after crown I brought my friends to my home, just to look around, knowing my habitats. We took photos, watched TV, chatting, laughing, those kind of stuff. Today is actually my first day that my friends ever came over to my house, so it's actually a bit of a memorable day perhaps? Yep, so that's all I think..

Okay, sleeping soon. Gotta do something tom!

Cya.

dP