who's the BROKEN-HEARTED boy?

"I was walking safely to my home

 When suddenly the streetlights suddenly popped out and they died

 I was surprised by the blindness I faced

 I barely felt a thing, not even wind blowing onto my face

 Gasping and blinking, trying to find my path back

 But I didn't find a thing, not even something to hold on

 I couldn't feel the gravity pulling me down

 Instead I felt high and couldn't feel the ground

 I realized I've just lost my path

 Path that leads me to you

 Cause you asked me to meet on 'the' bridge

 And told me what you just did

 You apologized; but not for what you just did

 But for what you just felt

 That this feeling faded away

 And I guess I have nothing more to say

 But throwing the rose bouquet into the river

 I guess I'd just walk in this solid darkness, kept on walking

 With my head down and my heart behind

 I could no longer feel my heart beating

 Cause I decided to leave it to you

 And it was up to you to keep or tear it

 I hoped you'd kept it, but it's not what you just did

 So I've lost my heart; there's nothing more to lose now

 All I need is your hand and I could imagine feeling the glory again

 But half of my consciousness laughed at myself

 And the other part just cried and cried, stabbing me from inside

 There's nothing else to lose, really

 Just take it from me, whatever it is

 But just wait a sec... I believe I'd still find my way back to you

 And I'd never care if you don't want me to

 Cause I know I don't need a heart if I could see the smile on your face

 And let me see once more that sunrise in your eyes

 Just before I closed mine

 Then I'd fly high above the clouds

 Smiling..."

This is actually about boy, who just lost his girlfriend after such long years. He was so desperate that he was stuck in this darkness and cannot move on. But after a second thought, he knew that all along, what he has always wanted was her happiness. And he didn't care whoever that other boy is, as long as he could still see that sunrise in her eyes..

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to my GIRL..

Hello there.. The clock is 23.47 now and my eyes hardly open.. Yep today was okay. I was late coming to physics class by 15mins urghh; I hate being late, just didn't feel right... I was just home during the really long break, and did not manage to come back on time. But I'm so fortunate that my tutor was willing to repeat. Lucky me.

To my girl -- Tong sorry I did not reply your message.. Ya I think I have said it a lot of times; just do what you got to do. Some things happen for a reason and you'd never know if it happened for good, right.. Okay, calm yourself. Believe in yourself because I do, and you should start trying. I know you can make it. I just know. Wonderwoman =]

Okay need to go to bed in like...... NOW!
Good night all, cya.

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AUSTRALIAN open

I'm just blogging while watching AUST open. It's so cool! Once you watch a set, you'll sit back watching the ball up and down your tv until there's a blackout  that cuts the tv's electricity. Go AUSTRALIA OPEN! Watch it while you have a tv since the tickets are damn pricey.

Okay! Don't wanna bother typing while I watch.

Cya.

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Go Cereals! *random title*

Heyho.. I was listening to 'Let It Rock' by Kevin Rudolf, but I have just tuned it down as I couldn't concentrate on both listening and writing. Yea, just dropping by to write my day here.. Which is actually nothing much again. Today is super hot, but I still wore a jacket to school and I don't know if people thought that I was out of my mind but I never care.. They didn't know how cold my class is anyway. And a jacket is enough to protect my skin against the hottie above which is the centre of the universe which shines through the clouds which makes everybody's skin burn inside out which.... Guess I have to stop talking about the sun.

So I woke up quite late this morning, because my class was an after-lunch class. So my brother and I had lunch together before he sent me to school and we went to an optometrist to check on something. Now I'm home and have just finished folding my laundry and have no idea if I'm about to read chem or not. Yea, tomorrow I'll have my chem class in the morning, then a really long break, and finally physics class. Before every chem class, I always feel uneasy you know, like scared as if something gonna hit me during the class. IDK, feels weird.. And scary.

Anyway, need to fill up my guts soon! With cereal! Go cereals!

Cya

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HELLO melbourne!

Hey!! I miss writing.. I've always wanted to write a new blog, but for the last 5 months I don't know how to write a new post. It's so silly of me, I know. But now, I've figured it out and turns out I have something to write, so here it goes.

Continuing from previous post -- so, Melbourne now huh. Nothing much.. The weather here is quite crazy. We can have 4 seasons in a day. School is good.. Friends are okay. 'Just deal with it' kinda thing. School is amazing actually, I love my new school better than my former school back home. I've learnt a lot in the last few weeks. Nice. Tomorrow I'll have a class at 13.45; feels good not to be an early-riser. Hope everything goes well. Oh yeah, I've chosen my church here, and it turns out that a cathedral interests me so much. It is so grand and beautiful. I love it. Far away from home now huh, kinda depressing at first but I'm alright now. Far away from J, feels good... End of story -- Melbourne? Love it. Especially Melbourne next week! E is coming! O my gosh, I can't wait....

So today is chinese new year, the 26 Jan. And also the OZ day.. I went out with my brother, to find something to eat.. Find something to invest our money on a.k.a shopping. But we didn't shop like mad, we just bought what we needed. It's true! I don't lie.. The rest of the day went as usual. Ow ow, and I've been wondering if someone has the same way of thinking as mine! Mostly the same! Well, I don't know if that's weird, I just never met someone like that before. Hmm, interesting somehow..

Okay I'll write again tom if possible, need to call my grandma soon! Cya.

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