When things just happen
And you're hoping you're in the right places when they do
So you care for someone too much
but you deny that you do.
Well, you may not even care if he is the right person; leave alone the question 'why'
So you typed him a text during the day,
but cancelled it all too often.
You think of him till you fall asleep,
smiling on the precious moments.
Picturing him in every step of the way makes future easier to take on;
his assuring presence sweeps away your fear of uncertainties.
You know that it isn't enough - this friendship bond,
cos you've fallen deep enough into a feeling no one can cease.
You could picture yourself just sharing anything
Be as helpful and trusting as you could possibly be
You watch your words to prevent hurting his feelings
Your cheeks often blush without you realising it
There's a night when you hung up and felt a rush that takes you away from biology; far away
You wonder if he ever think of the possibilities
Cos even the slightest thought means hellofalot to you
You wanna ask him questions that has answers you're even afraid to hear
Think you gonna tell him someday, somehow
Cos, damn, he just gotta know
But you won't say a thing cos you'll seem so weak,
and ya think..maybe it's easier to pretend for another week
Why? Why these unreasonable acts?
Lemme tell you, you'll never know.
You just feel what you do
Perhaps a reason sometimes is just not needed to understand
Cause all you need is a correct timing for each of the puzzle pieces to fall onto its place,
making your world seem more perfect without an obvious reason.
dP